Sorry I've been absent. I saw this sign in uni, it completely caught me off guard and just ruined my day. I can't believe how thrown off I felt having this reminder thrust in my face so randomly.

So I've been trying hard to ignore my emotions, pretend they're not there.

Then just now, watching t.v, an advert came on for cheap flights to Canada. Some of the images they showed were of places I'd been! I could feel my fingers itching on my blackberry to go on the website. In as little as £300, I could book to go back right now!!

I know I can't really.

This is getting so hard.